Decisions

Khenard got a message that on this day, God wants him to know...
... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step.
You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

I wish a decision can be like - as easy as taking a walk in afternoon, just after the sun set. The harmful rays don't scare me anymore nor the problems that I might encounter the next day. It's like collecting back the memories of the chores I just have accomplished, that is, when I spend my day productively. Otherwise, maybe I'm just planning how to accomplish them at night while, still, taking a walk.

Will I double the benefit of the doubt I'm giving right now to my friends? It's a decision. Whether I will or just walk away and leave them and let enjoy each other's company. Anyway, they can always tell me they don't like me. (Oh, I think I really need to). Everybody knows, those things are better to be said than to let the other person feel it. It's more scarier. The people who keep silent are the more dangerous people. It's like the river or ocean. The calmer the deeper. And it most likely to drown you in its abyss.

Another decision to make: Delay gratification. Though I started it last night. I decided to better sleep even at dawn if it would mean accomplishing some things to be cleared before a deadline. This night is another night to decide.

An essential decision to make: Making-up with freinds. Yeah, I mean I need to mend up things before worse turn to worst. Maybe I invested much to waste.